My Future Plans....

My dreams are my future. May be it will be very hard to make my dreams come true. However, I believe that I can make it come true. I have many dreams, from the simple one until the complicated and impossible ones. Now, I will tell you about my dreams.

Now, I am a student college in Sanata Dharma University. I am in the fourth semester. I hope I will graduate from this University as soon as possible because the fee in this university is very expensive. After I have graduated from this university, I will get a job as a teacher in senior high school or junior high school. Actually, I want to be a teacher in a good school for several time, may be for 2 years. After that, I have a dream to teach poor children in my own school. It is free for them. It is why I want to be a teacher in a good school, so I can compare and then increase it in my own school. I also want to finished my master degree in English at that time.

I am sure that all people in this world do not want to be alone. So am I, I do not want to be alone. So, after I have a job and build my own school, I want to get married with someone I love, but I have not already known who is he. (^_^)V. I will have four or five children because I think my husband and my house will be crowded if we have some children. It is interesting. We will live happily ever after..hehe. Although my husband will be very rich, so I have to need to work. However, I still teach children in my own school.

It is my dreams and also my future plans. May be it is too much but I hope it will be come true.

It was My Story...

It was a cold dark night. It was about 10 pm when I realized that there were two missed call in my mobile phone. It was from my friend, I called her back and I heard she was crying. I tried to listen every single word that she had spoken. " Ike got an accident and died." It was the last and the clearest sentence that I could hear.

I tried to believe my self that I never heard that sentence. I tried to deny it but my tears could not deal with it. I tried to sleep, hoped when I got up in the morning, It just a nightmare. But I could not. I remember that morning was the first day we met after a long holiday at school. She looked cheerful as usual. However, that day she was different. She returned all of the things that she borrowed from our friends. That day was Thursday, every Thursday Ike and me had English course in the same place, and she used to say "See you at 4 pm." And that day she did not say that sentence to me.

I was not sleeping at that night. In the morning, I went to school early hoped everything was a nightmare. I hoped when I arrived at class, I saw her there. However, I would never saw her at class again. Everybody in my class looked at me and tried to help me stand up when I realized that I had felt down and crying so hard.

I remember crying so hard. I felt weak in her funeral. My whole body was shaking when I spread roses in her tomb. I sat beside her tomb and said "You are my best friend and always be my best friend." I remember our dream that she and me had to graduate from our senior high school together. However, she had left the senior high school after six month she entered the senior high school. She was 16 years old when God piked her up.

It had been 4 years ago, but I felt she was close to me. If she had ever asked me, "When did we become friends?" I cannot really say it started on a simple day, but it grew in a very special place.. In my heart. Thank you because you let me be a part of your life.