My Future Plans....

My dreams are my future. May be it will be very hard to make my dreams come true. However, I believe that I can make it come true. I have many dreams, from the simple one until the complicated and impossible ones. Now, I will tell you about my dreams.

Now, I am a student college in Sanata Dharma University. I am in the fourth semester. I hope I will graduate from this University as soon as possible because the fee in this university is very expensive. After I have graduated from this university, I will get a job as a teacher in senior high school or junior high school. Actually, I want to be a teacher in a good school for several time, may be for 2 years. After that, I have a dream to teach poor children in my own school. It is free for them. It is why I want to be a teacher in a good school, so I can compare and then increase it in my own school. I also want to finished my master degree in English at that time.

I am sure that all people in this world do not want to be alone. So am I, I do not want to be alone. So, after I have a job and build my own school, I want to get married with someone I love, but I have not already known who is he. (^_^)V. I will have four or five children because I think my husband and my house will be crowded if we have some children. It is interesting. We will live happily ever after..hehe. Although my husband will be very rich, so I have to need to work. However, I still teach children in my own school.

It is my dreams and also my future plans. May be it is too much but I hope it will be come true.

It was My Story...

It was a cold dark night. It was about 10 pm when I realized that there were two missed call in my mobile phone. It was from my friend, I called her back and I heard she was crying. I tried to listen every single word that she had spoken. " Ike got an accident and died." It was the last and the clearest sentence that I could hear.

I tried to believe my self that I never heard that sentence. I tried to deny it but my tears could not deal with it. I tried to sleep, hoped when I got up in the morning, It just a nightmare. But I could not. I remember that morning was the first day we met after a long holiday at school. She looked cheerful as usual. However, that day she was different. She returned all of the things that she borrowed from our friends. That day was Thursday, every Thursday Ike and me had English course in the same place, and she used to say "See you at 4 pm." And that day she did not say that sentence to me.

I was not sleeping at that night. In the morning, I went to school early hoped everything was a nightmare. I hoped when I arrived at class, I saw her there. However, I would never saw her at class again. Everybody in my class looked at me and tried to help me stand up when I realized that I had felt down and crying so hard.

I remember crying so hard. I felt weak in her funeral. My whole body was shaking when I spread roses in her tomb. I sat beside her tomb and said "You are my best friend and always be my best friend." I remember our dream that she and me had to graduate from our senior high school together. However, she had left the senior high school after six month she entered the senior high school. She was 16 years old when God piked her up.

It had been 4 years ago, but I felt she was close to me. If she had ever asked me, "When did we become friends?" I cannot really say it started on a simple day, but it grew in a very special place.. In my heart. Thank you because you let me be a part of your life.

My Day in this Semester...

Hey friends, this is my daily activity.

Every morning from Monday to Friday except Tuesday, I usually get up a half hour before class. On Tuesday, I must get up at 5 a.m. and go to chapel to be a reader in the morning mass, on Saturday and Sunday, I usually get up at 6 a.m. After get up in the morning, I usually take a bath and get dressed and then go to campus by foot. It takes me about 5 minutes from my boarding house to my campus. I never have breakfast. I go to campus at 7 a.m. sometimes I have class at 9 a.m until 1 p.m or 5 p.m. After that, my friends and I usually have a lunch and then do our assignments in campus because if we do the assignments in my boarding house or my friends' boarding house, we will not do the assignments but will be sleepy. 

Every Saturday at 10 a.m., I have a meeting with my friends in English Mass Community (EMC). We usually have a meeting in Campus Ministry or Chapel. I really enjoy join this community because in this community, I learn many things about English mass and practice to speak English. Sometimes, Sr. Rachel accompany us to improve our knowledge in speaking English. This community is not only improve my English but the important thing is I find my new family there. 

Every Thursday at 3 p.m., I have a meeting with my friends in Cana Community in chapel just  practice reading bible or sharing about our problem. I really enjoy join this community  because I find my new family there and  I learn many things from people in this community. 

Actually, this semester is harder than the last semester. There are many assignments and many activity that I have to do. I have never gone my boarding house before 9 p.m., except on Sunday. However, I have started enjoy it and do not want to complain about it because I have chosen it. Honestly, I am happier if I have many activity to do than have nothing to do. Although it makes me tired, but I am happy.

okay, this is about my daily activity. Thank you..

Potato

Potatoes are important food source. Based on research, potatoes provide vitamins including niacin, riboflavin, thiamin, and vitamin C. They also contain minerals such as calcium, iron, magnesium, phosphorus, potassium, sodium, and sulfur.Potatoes have orange colored flesh and it is well for about two weeks.

There are many ways to make many kinds of food with potatoes. They are a versatile vegetable that can be baked simply, or can be mixed with syrup and sugar. Potatoes can be baked, broiled, fried, mashed, or used in casseroles. Potatoes are very simple to be cooked. This is a simple process how to make potato pie.

Firstly, we have to make sure that all of the ingredients are ready. The ingredients are one cup of milk, a half cup of sugar, zest of one lemon, juice of one lemon, one cup of mashed potato, two eggs yolks, two of tablespoons of melted butter, pinch of salt, two eggs white which have to be beaten to soft peak, and nutmeg. After all of the ingredients are ready,we can make potato pie easily. The first step, oven is heated to 120 C. Second, The pie pan is buttered from the bottom and sides. Third, the milk, sugar, lemon zest, mashed potato, eggs yolks, two tablespoons melted butter, pinch of salt and lemon juice are mixed together. Forth, the soft peak eggs white is folded gently. After all of the ingredients are mixed together, the mix of the ingredients are put in a pie pan. The nutmeg are sprinkled in the top of the ingredients mixed. Then, it is baked for 20 minutes. Finally, the potato pie is ready to be served.














Potato is a healthy food. It good for us to consume potato. Besides potato is healthy food, it is very simple to make it to be a nice cooking.

My Beloved Lecturer

When I was in third semester, I took a subject in Counselor Guidance Study Program. The subject is Management of School. Actually, I did not really like with the subject because I did not really understand and care about how to manage a school. However, I hold out with it because of the lecturer.

First time I met the lecturer, I knew that the lecturer was not work just for money but for dedication. May be this is very subjective thinking that I think this person is a very kind person. The person is not always smile but the person does not look serious. The person never gets angry with the students. Although the students are usually come late to the class or late to submit the assignments, the person will not give punishments to them.The person always arrives a few minutes before class. The person is quite old. Actually, the person has to pension, but the person still teach the students.

The person is tall and lean. The person has a long angular face and a pointed nose. The person does not have moustache. The person's eyes are small warm brown eyes and the person wears glasses. The person has a pleasant smile. When we look the person for the first time, may be we will think that the person is kind of a patient person. Yes, it is true. The person is very patient, we can see it by the way the person teach the students.

Honestly, I learn not just the subject matter from the person but also I learn about how to manage the students and how to be a good teacher. I am lucky because I have an opportunity to have many good experiences during the person's class.

Secret Place...

It is about a very secret place that almost everybody in Sanata Dharma University ever be there. The place is not a hidden place. Everybody know it but always forget it. Sometimes, they just pass it or they look toward it and let it go.

Nothing special about that place because there is no body care about it. Some people come and take advantages of that place, after that they just go. There are some people who have responsibility to take care that place. However, they just have responsibility but do not have willingness.

It is a place where you can see yourself and reflect your shadow. Looking your hair, face, and body make your feeling better than before. A place where you can hide your tear, avoid someone you do not want to meet or just make your appearance better than before.

If you want to go to parking place you will pass it. The atmosphere is wet in each room. There are three rooms and two reflective things. Every room has its own water. Actually, many young women like be there to repair something about them.

Okay, now can you guess that place? And if you have guessed it, you can go there and try to enjoy yourself there..hehe.. (^_^)v

It's Me...

My name is Fidelis Permana Sari. Some of my friends in senior high school used to call me 'kenesh' and 'cempe cilik'. However, I do not know why they call me like that. Actually, I never ask my parents about the meaning of my name, but I just guess by my self. So, Fidelis is my christen name, Permana means first child, and Sari means beauty or smart. I think my parents give me name Fidelis Permana Sari maybe because they want their first daughter become a beautiful and smart girl. (hehe)(^_^)v

I was born in Bumiayu. It is a small town but I love this town because I grew up there. Bumiayu is like my heaven. There are many trees and the air still fresh. My childhood was very please there. I have many friends and used to play hide and seek and played adventure like "Si Bolang".

There are four people in my family. I have one younger brother. He is Matias Jati Woro. I usually call him 'anong' because when he was a kid He used to call him self 'nyong'. Actually, my brother is pretty handsome but he can be shy if there are some girls near him. He has a long angular face and a pointed nose. He has short black hair. His skin is dark brown. He is about 168 cm. He looks serious but in fact he is very fanny. My brother is a timid person but if we have known him, so he will be a good person. He likes climb mountains and sleeping all the time. My mother is my special one. She is a teacher. She likes cooking traditional food. She never forget her duty as a wife and mother while she has to work. My mother like watch sad drama movies and cry after watch it. My mother always showers me with her love and her patience. My mother always supports me to be a better person, one who is always confident and has many friends, and makes other people feel comfortable. My father is my special one too. He is a teacher. He likes reading books and study many things. My father cannot say "I can't do something". He is an optimistic person.

It is about me. If I talk about my self, it means I talk about my family because my family is the most important part in my life. My family always support me and accept what the way I am. I know that I have nothing to worry about if I have my family. Thank you.